swimming & UPU

Asalam wbt..


Swimming date with the girls today was awesome, alhamdulillah :D
but my performance was bad than usual though. I only managed to swim 3 and a half laps. tu pun termengah-mengah and terpaksa berhenti interval one way. means, one way, then stop, then sambung lagi one way, then stop. and today I just realized the fact that my breathe is insufficient enough to swim 'normally' for a long period of time. the only way is to swim back stroke. tu pun 'silent' backstroke [means kaki & tangan dalam air]. adoi. stamina stamina. tu lah, exercise malas, mcm ni lah jadinya.. kena build up balik pattern pattern exercise ni, kalau tak, senang je badan 'naik'... huhu. plus, kena istiqamah. yeah. ISTIQAMAH IS THE WORD! kihkih.  semoga ALLAH TA'ALA beri kekuatan.


and oh btw, alhamdulillah, hari ni check result upu, I dapat Asasi Farmasi kat Universiti Islam Antarabangsa (UIA). ramai jugak geng geng Notts yg dapat kat situ... after discussing with my parents, I've decided to stay being a student at Nottingham University due to some reasons:-

1. kalau masuk UIA, my study period will be longer. sebab, kalau masuk UIA, I'll be joining asasi for more than a year, then sambung degree for three years. means that, in 4 years plus, I baru ada degree (Bachelor of Pharmacy). if staying here in Notts, I'm going to start my Mpharm in July 2013 insyaALLAH (for four years). so in 4 years plus, I dah ada Master of Pharmacy [insyaALLAH TA'ALA]. the programs are somehow quite complicated to understand. huhu. 
2. Scholarship. kalau keluar dari scholarship sedia ada ni [MARA], I have to pay around 7k to pay back the amount of money that they had spent for me for the past few months. and plus, kena cari scholarship lain to support me in UIA. xnak susahkan Mummy & Abah sebab they had done lots of things for me since day 1 i'm alive [or even before I was born]. so biarlah kali ni diorg 'rehat' drpd membayar apa2 for my education. tp still they always pay for my flight tickets, elaun bulanan etc etc... so sgt2 bersyukur for having such great parents like them, alhamdulillah (: 
3. Dah selesa di Notts. a place like no other. so kalau 'pindah' to UIA, kena sesuaikan diri lagi...hmm.. [dahlah kuat nangis] harhar..
4. dah SAYANG SANGAT dekat akak2 usrah kat Notts. *kelip kelip mata* 
5. cita-cita sejak hari pertama masuk Notts: nak gambar terpampang dekat wall yang letak ramai wajah2 successful person hasil anak didik Notts mcm Dato' Seri Najib dll.. maaf, mungkin cita2 ni melambung tinggi sangat, tp insyaALLAH, I believe kalau berusaha nak capai impian, segalanya mungkin (:

OH BTW, TIADA ISTILAH 'BUANG MASA' DALAM BELAJAR. ASASI, DIPLOMA, FOUNDATION, MATRICULATION, FORM 6 etc etc..., SEMUA ADA KELEBIHAN MASING-MASING. Don't worry & have faith, rezeki ada di mana-mana, insyaALLAH (: 
Tuah ayam nampak di kaki, tuah manusia siapa yg tahu? just believe in yourselves. 

only GOD knows best (:

but then to be honest, x kisah lah kat mana2 pun kita study, asalkan we are doing the right thing with the right way, insyaALLAH, we will be happy.. I'm not 'rejecting' the UIA offer because of UIA x bagus. no no. UIA is so good! ramai yang cakap mcm tu. and me myself believe that it is a very good bumi tarbiyyah.. but I have my own reasons, Notts is my bumi tarbiyyah and I love to be a part of the Notties. (:

my new bumi tarbiyyah after MRSM Tun Ghafar Baba: Nottingham University Malaysia Campus (:

and oh btw, sebelum tidur, nak share gambar ni (taken from @iIslamTweet at twitter.)

til next time, take care.

Asalam wbt (: